Awesomeness

The concert is awesome!

Everyone in the theater was so high

Almost everyone has a light stick with them... including me of course...
Some even have 4 lights stick on one hand

Went in at around 5.15pm...
Miss my ticket call end up almost didn't get a nice seat (it is free seating with ballot of what tickets to go in first)

Lucky lucky... still manage to get the 4th row
Wait till 6 before they start...
Full house, with about 200+ ppl in it

Everyone was very hype about this...
and then it started!
Everyone started standing up!

you can hear screaming for their supporting idol
Then they came out and blasted us with their songs
Awesome...

Hard to explain...
But I finally understand why AKB48 is so popular in Japan...
The 16 members that came are not even the top in the group
Yet you can see them shining as a group
Really attracted my attention throughout the whole concert
The crowd was really enthusiastic, they were cheering when they are singing
Makes you want to join in the cheer...
Later we found out that 50% of the crowd came for previous concert... no wonder so high...

Of course another point that attracted me was the idol i am supporting
The really really damn chio Natsumi
The really really cute Sumire
This 2 were one of the reason I went

During the concert Umeda manage to attract me too...
She is really attractive i have to say...

After the concert we have HANDSHAKE SESSION!
WOOT!

Get to shake chio bu hand!
LOL
So excited that I didn't manage to say anything to the idols

well beside one...
I told Nacchi "Passport"
I know it weird to suddenly say passport during handshake
but luckily she understood what I was trying to say and laughed
If not it will be damn awkward...
For your info...
Before going to the concert, I somehow read her blog post about her forgetting to bring her passport before coming to Singapore...
Ahaha...
And that is where the passport came about...
I am not even sure why I said that...
Not even a fan of her
and beside her was Sumire...
Didn't say anything to her...
Man... what a waste...

But overall...
This is a really awesome experience for me
I don't mind going for another round
But need to check on my pocket first...

One concert cost $50
not cheap at all...
but I must say it is worth it

Just in case

Just in case i forgot to blog...

So better still... I blog right at the start of the day...

Erm.... what should I blog about today...

Alright...
about what I am going to do later...

First before I sleep...

I am going to do my Japanese homework...
getting chim liao

Then go sleep...

Wake up!
Surf net

Check next week notes and tutorial...
Come to think of it... LONG HOLIDAY!

In between go downstairs vote president!!!

Dunno who to vote...
Only know who not to vote...
But... I kind of know who will win liao...

Next...
If it is still early....
Maybe do a bit of subbing...
Though no dateline for the next one...
But since got long holiday might as well do some...
Next time no need to chiong so much...
If not will be like this week...
Some more is touching episode do until very sad...
ahaha... but finish liao...

Alright next event one the list...
CONCERT!
So long nv go concert le...
Last one was Square Enix Orchestra... that is like 3 or 4 years back...

So long le...
But today one is different!
I will be packing light sticks with me
How will it goes?
I wonder too...
Never go for idol concert before
hope it is going to be fun...
After all I going to see chio bu...

Hmmm...
That should be all for the day...
Looks like it going to be a fun one...
Yes it will be a fun one

2nd post of the day...

What should I write...

Hmmm....

Missing out...

This year I think I missed out a lot of stuff

Yesterday Natsu Matsuri, I didn't go...
See a lot of people posting picture on facebook

Past 2 days got STGCC I also never go...
Lazy to go... and no one going with me...
Not sure this year got what also...

So far... Haven see any cosplay yet
This is bad
Missing out a lot of stuff...

This year going to miss teachers' day too
They change teachers' day to Friday of the week

So celebration will be on the thusday

Thus my class end at 4.30pm

But the time i can reach my school...
already 5.30 le

If the sch wait till that time then celebrate
I will go...
But i guess not...

What other event did I still miss?
Hmm...
I think a lot... Just that I dunno...

Today go 8.30 class...

I think I better go check my homework...
See liao... really sian...

STM

I think I am having short term memory le...

I forgot to blog again...

That is like 3 weeks in a row...

Dunno what wrong with me

Had been blogging for years le...

yet i still can forget such routine thing

Maybe blogging is starting to get bored to me

oh well...
Not sure why...

But next week I think I will not forget about it

cox next week i am going for a concert!

Woot!

Pocket big hole liao

Stress

U know...

This word kind of doesn't exist when I was writing my blog post last week...

I have no stress one

Don't even know what it is...

Well... until last Monday

When I realize I have no been to school for far too long...

I was shocked, at the difficulty I was about to face

I couldn't understand much...
Not only me... My friends too...
Worst none of us will be in the same class...

Don't know how am I going to survives the rest of the years...

See all those China ppl damn pro already know everything, really make me feel poor...

Sian... need to chiong study le...
Nv in my life did I thought of chionging...
Now I have no choice but to chiong le

Bad bad bad

This is bad

I am really fat

Seriously fat

need to do something about it liao

But I am so lazy....

Why can't we slim down like within a week or so...

Why need to take super long time one?

Tummy getting bigger

Like pregnant liao

Short and fat
Now confirm no girlfriend liao

How?

Maybe I really should wake up early in the morning to go for run with ma everyday

But but I feel so lazy to do it...

Help me please...

Please make all the fat vanish when I wake up tml morning...

New chapter...

There is a saying...

The end of a chapter, it is the beginning of another

I am starting a new chapter tml...
But... I kind of stop halfway for the previous one

So I am now stuck in between 2 chapters

I am not here
and
I am not there

Feels wrong...

This shouldn't happen...

Somewhere within this new chapter

I am going to pause for a moment and goes back to finish the previous chapter

Why would anyone even do this?

It is like...
Reading a comic half-way... and you jump right to the ending ark for the fun of it
after finishing the ending you went back to finish the rest of the previous chapters.

No one does that...
What is the point of knowing the ending then go read up what happened?
Erm... To think about it... My mum actually does this...

Luckily life is not like comic... So that was a bad example...
Anyway
Going into the next chapter will actually change what you have not been through in the previous chapter.

What will change when I go back?
Maybe that is something worth looking forward to

未来は自分を信じた時から変わり始める

How nice last min I got something to write about

未来は自分を信じた時から変わり始める
The future begins to change when you start believing in yourself

It is from Tales of Xilla commercial.



The commercial has no link with the game though

but still I find this phase very truthful

We are the one controlling our future
By believing in one future, we are able to make that happen as long as we put in our effort to do it.

The process might not be easy, but as long as we believe we are able to do it can be done.
That is how our brain works I guess...

Well at least for me...

For example, drink vegetables juice...
I wouldn't like it...
I didn't try to drink it before though...
But I know I don't like it
Why?
Because in my mind, I already tried and hate it...
So I believe I can't drink it...

Our brains are very powerful processing device
All you need is to input the data and you can view the result in ur mind...
Though not accurate, it is still the close thing u can get beside doing it for real.

For vegetables juice, I input the smell, taste and other crappy stuff of vegetable I ever encounter mixed them together and "drink" it in my mind...

Taste horrible...

Well... That was until something changed...
I started to think... Vegetable is good for my skin... Well it is, if u compare to just eating meat.
I trusted myself on the thought.

So I gave myself this idea...
To avoid my pimples on my face... maybe I should start eating veg... Which is impossible for me to do... So why not try drinking veggy juice instead...

I actually drag for about 3 weeks before buying the first veg juice from the super market...

and drag another week before I drink it...

Delicious!

I know it is packet manufacture one, so there is still different between the real deal.
But you know what?
My future has changed.
I no longer thinks that veggy juice sucks... I think they are delicious
and I am now more willing to try it out in the future

My future of no veggy juice for me is now change to, willing to drink veggy juice
All because I believe in myself.

Everything is from our mind...
Our mindset changes everything.
If I were to continue believing that I do not need vegetable in my life... I will never try out veggy juice, and I will never know it is delicious

未来は自分を信じた時から変わり始める
This phase works both way. Be it positive or negative.
It is up to the person to decide what he/she wants to believe in.
And that decision will change the persons future