Holiday Mood

I am in a holiday mood now!

Cause tomorrow is holiday!

Speaking of holiday...
Here is an old joke for everyone...

Where will be the busiest place tomorrow? Though it is a holiday.

I will reveal the answer tomorrow...
Here is an old song for everyone...




Awww... no chio girl today...

Who is it....

Before that...
I have to say this...
Woot! The chio girl was on the bus today...
If my theory is correct I will only see her on Wednesday to Friday
Other days I think her class start later ba...

Maybe I should request for only working on Wednesday to Friday
Maybe...

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Today I kind of not like me...
I actually helped people...
For no reason I when to help someone...
It is so not like me...
Maybe I am happy ba...

Here the story...

On the way home...
I have to walk to canteen 2 to the back gate then to the shell station...
Bus fare not cheap (I forgot to bring Ez-link card today too)

On the way to the Atrium I hear a China student on phone telling his friend where he is...
He was loud so I could hear him...
I ignored him...

Then at the traffic light...
A China girl was on phone asking where is her friend...
She is very loud and keep asking the person where he is...
So out of a sudden...
I tap the girl's bag and tell her the person she is looking for is at the back...

Ma... I forgot she got say Thank you anot...
But I dun really care...
I just find it weird that I helped someone...
I think I didn't took my medicine
Or maybe I am just not myself...

So if that wasn't me...
Then who is it?

Support!

Arg....
It sure is nice to get support now and then...

For example, Nova came to visit today

sure is fun to see a friend when working... especially when it can get so bored...

Until the auntie asked me to bring a book to go read.

I kind of have to work till the end of May le...
Cox they are lack of staff...
But I guess it is still better than rotting at home...

Maybe... Just maybe after finish this job I going to buy a PS3
Maybe...

Speaking of this...
I kind of wasn't told to pass the punch card to the manager...
SO I AM NOT GETTING PAID THIS MONTH!
HURRAY!

Siao liao...
Today no chio girl too... wonder why...

Lame!

IT is so lame....
So so lame...

Friday I said I going to continue to work so that I can see that chio girl on the bus...
Then today she never take the bus...
TT_TT

SIAN LAH~
But still I dunno what so chio about her...
Erm... I need to write down my taste...
It is like so random


Today got transfer again...

This time to block 73 photocopy shop!

So if you are going to take you Graduation Coat which is just beside the shop...
PLEASE, SERIOUSLY PLEASE come in and say hi to me...
Please....
Please....
Please....

Please....

Delima 2

Once again... I am in a delima...

I dunno...
It is hard to weight the choice...

Today I was told to continue to work next week...

It is confusing to me...

Cause there isn't much to do anymore and things are already slowing down...

So why did I still need to go back to work?

IT is weird... making my falling into a delima...

On one side... having this job allows me to waste time and earn some money...
I also get to see more things happening compare to staying at home...
Moreover... I get to see a really chio girl from the international school every morning when going to wok..

But on the other side...
This job is boring and really got nothing much to do...
Whole day just cramp in a room doing things that doesn't last for a long time...
Most of the time I am doing nothing or looking for things to do....


If only I were Nova... The decision will be so much earlier...

I confirm he will choose to go work cause got chio bu to see.

So ya... I guess I should go work just for that girl...
I think she is a Japanese
Aww... So chio how I hope i can know her...

nvm...

Sian NS letter come liao........................................................

What was that?

Did you saw it?
Did you did you?

He was so fast!
So cool...

For those who missed it... this is what happened...

I was watching TV in mama room and suddenly
"BANG!"
ok not so loud...
But the window shook violently for a moment....

We all got shock and when to the window to see what was it...

"It's a bird! No, it's a plane! No, it's SUPERMAN!"

Kind of....
It is like superman just flew pass with a speed of sound...
Bringing a tail of 83km/h wind at the back of him...

IT WAS SO COOL!
As in... you understand right?
Windy is cooling... so very cool...

Damages were report all over the place...

Tree uprooted, clothes flew off and dust bin topple over...

I only saw a bus stop, post stand fall down while on the way to work... Nothing else

News say another weaker wave of wind is coming...

I hope it will be a 82km/h wind... IT IS SO COOL!
Wonder got person fly away or not...

Meow~

Aww... finally...
I fed the cats...

Yes with S at the back... there is actually 3 cats all under 1 year old if I am not wrong (so small) in the school. Though I only manage to fed 2 which was under the metal grill....
So nice...

But then very angry too...

Cox I got told off half way during feeding the cat by a I-believe-lecturer
If it was a cleaner... I will be more willing to stop than by a lecturer who doesn't clean the school

This is what I was told by the lecturer

"Feeding stray cats is not allow in the campus.
If you want to show your animal love please do it outside the campus.
It is because of students like you, now there is more stray cats in the school.
We are going to catch them"

I am super not willing... But I guess I have to stop...
Must give people face...
But I am really mad about what she said...

Let me explain one by one...

Feeding stray cats is not allow in the campus.
For you information, according to Ngee Ann Polytechnic Campus Rule. There isn't a rule stating feeding of animal is not allow in the campus.
Moreover, it is also not illegal in Singapore to feed stray animal.

Feeding of stray animal is also not an unethical move.
Though you might say that, it will bring more cats in and dirty the campus.
But I have to tell you this...

Firstly, students pay school fee which include the fee for cleaning up the campus.
A.K.A. WE PAY FOR YOU TO CLEAN
Moreover if you are a lecturer, so I PAY YOUR PAY.
So you shouldn't complain what I did but clean up what I did. You are purpose to wipe my butt after I shit... *I am angry, so ya... all this language will come out*
But you are not doing it, those cleaner are.
So you better shut up.

Secondly, the cats are living in the drainage... So ya... They don't poop on the floor but in the drain and when rains.... GONE! You don't even need to cleaner.

If you want to show your animal love please do it outside the campus.
Lame shit...
Does that mean school is only a place for study and nothing else?
You mean we should stop being a human that CARES when we are in school?
If that so... I believe you are a heartless lecturer that teach heartlessly like a heartless person.
If you can't even show care for poor stray animal, I believe you can't even show care for your student.
I seriously pity your students. You must be really heartless to them.
They must be DAMN STRESS right now though it is just the third day of school.

Animals are living things too... If you can't even love it, you can never love anything.

It is because of students like you, now there is more stray cats in the school.
Oh freaking ass...
Student like me?
Please stop stereotyping people. From this I confirm she is not a WISP tutor.

Aren't students like me so much human than you are?
We care and you don't...

So what if there is more cats?
When no more people are feeding them they will leave...
Not like all the students feed the cats

Cats doesn't carry disease with them for you information...
Either do their poop...
The only disease cat can cause is through scratching... which only will happens when a person provoke the cat.

And if you still don't get it...
Cats is more afraid of human than human do to them....
So cats will not crash lecture or mix with student.
So they don't make you sick, they don't disturb you...
WHY THE HELL CARE ABOUT THE NUMBER OF CATS IN THE SCHOOL!

We are going to catch them
........
If I were you... I would shut up when I say this...
Why? Cause... Why catch them only when there are a lot of them?
If you didn't want stray animal in the campus...
Shouldn't you be doing it when THERE IS ALREADY ONE
not when there is already three

This is the school fault for having more stray cat.
As a staff of the school... and not doing anything about it...
And all you can do is talk...
Then you better shut up...

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Ma... I hope the cats don't get caught or at least some kind people will take care of them...

Ma... I can't believe I actually cried over this event when I reach home and talk about it...

I guess I cried because I didn't have the gut to speak up for the cats.
Instead I swallow all my anger...
Ma... I am sorry I guess. I didn't manage to make a stand for the cats.

I really need to control my emotion...
My face turn black during my way home due to this event... Which I really shouldn't...
Though I told myself to chill down a lot of time...
But I guess...
I just can't stand myself having so much to say yet could say it out at all...

I hate it... But I guess... This is the real me...

Tap...

My tap isn't closing at all..

It keep of dripping...
It is getting worst...
Dunno is cold or flu...
Hope not flu cox i dun wan fever...

I should watch an anime and go sleep le...
Tml will be another busy day...

I wonder will I pass my virus to people during work....
Oh well...


I kind of should stop posting for tomorrow liao...
It is like my timeline is always wrong...
My tomorrow in this post is kind of today when you are reading...

I guess I am just bored and needed to write something...

Earliest

I set a record that I am not really proud of yesterday!

The earliest time to reach home...

You think it is a good thing?
Well not when it is 6AM in the morning, showing that I did went home at all the other day.

Sian...
Thought was a normal BBQ until they pass me the controller for the xbox...

I am just too good... OK I am just too addicted to games...

I am seriously... someone who shouldn't touch a controller
I become very loud, I scold people, and I only allow myself to get kill and not my teammate.
Which mean I can chiong and die for fun... my friend cannot...

Awwww... I really need to control my temper when playing game...
Another side of me that I shouldn't let it out...
Spoil image...
That why I always play offline games and RPG game only... Nothing competitive or co-op
This way i no need to play with others and I will not scream and shout around...
Yet I am like a kid when I play game...

Anything... reach home at 6am and slept at 7am.... after my Mac breakfast...

I think I am going to fall sick...
My body is hinting me about it...
I don't want to fall sick now...
It is still April... It is not time yet for the confirm MC sick
I hate that...
For your info, I will fall sick once a year due to flu and I will be 100% unable to go to school or work during the sick period.

I guess I have to rest for now... tomorrow still have to go work... I need to keep myself health at least until next week...

To myself:
Take care, I guess...

Neko chan~ wa doko desuka?

I believe in almost everything people say..
And everything I think is possible...

This is one of the things I believe...
Whenever an amulet or charm finish what it suppose to do. It will disappear...

For example, after an amulet of protection protects its owner it will just disappear.

Kind of sad... But I think I lost a charm today.
My lucky charm. One that grant me super good luck.

There is a saying "Happy goes lucky"
And the thing that make me happy everyday it is a cat. I call it neko chan

I met it in school on Monday when I was going back home...

I think it was trying to ambush that time.

It was hiding behind a wall, when I walk passed. It jumped and ran away itself.
It did shocks me but I guess I shock it too.
Then it stopped and turn and looked at me.
This is the first time our eyes met.
I tried calling it to come toward me, but I failed...
ahaha... a great first encounter

The next day, Tuesday.
This is very interesting encounter...
On my way to the shop where I work.
I have to climb up the hill of BA...
Along the pathway are metal grill that allow water to flow down to the drain...

Neko chan was hiding in under one of the grill, I guess trying to ambush me again.

This time I walk above the grill and saw neko chan, got shocked by it.
It looks up at me and you guess it... Ran away...
Ahaha... You should have look at its face, "I been found out!" Then ran...

Wednesday...
I guess it gave up trying to ambush me...
When I was going to the shop...
It was lying at the side of the road resting...
But I don't think neko chan saw me today.

When I was going home it was having a stroll at the car park.
I guess it is bored.

Thusday...
Haha... The cutest encounter I would say...
Aww.... the picture is not clear...
But as you can see... It was resting at the hold under the grill.
I guess that is a very nice spot to play for neko chan.

I took a picture of it before crossing the road and walk toward neko chan.

While crossing, it was meowing and when I reached...
It ran into the hole and hide... But still meowing...

It wasn't coming out so I went home...

That is so much for this 4 days...
I said neko chan is my lucky charm right?
But I haven said anything lucky till now.
I got more than 15 cut on my hands now...
Some still hurts
I am not getting my favorite seat on 67 when going to work and getting no seat when going home.
Lift stop opening for me or stopping at first floor waiting for me. They are all serving other people.

Unlucky right? But neko chan granted me with a super good luck on Thusday.
I got my NTU letter. I going to uni...

I guess all these bad lucks are there because all my luck had been used on the Uni letter.
Thank you neko chan...

But unable to see you today is kind of worrying for me... Since weekends is here too...
I don't know did I really you used up.
Or did you just went to other places to play.
I bought some food and plan to feed you with it when I see you again.

But next week is school reopen day. There will be a lot of people in school, so I guess it is harder for you to come out and play. Hence minimizing the chance of me see you.

I hope I didn't used you up. You are kind of the only thing that makes me happy these days.
I guess I shall continue seeking for you when I go to work.
Hope you would reject my food if you see me...

Maybe people should think I am siao ba...
Getting sad over a stray cat that doesn't really have anything to do with me life.
But I guess... Cat is kind of something important to me ba.
I not sure I love cat because of someone...
But I did know I start loving cat after I know someone...
Background story are not for you all to know... so skip it...

Neko chan~ where are you?

Go green!

Seriously people!
We should go green
As green as possible
Cut down the wastage on paper!
Save the trees!
Use blog and email for writing!

Yea! that is the way! No more paper!
Paper is wasteful and dangerous

Really it is very very dangerous...
Trust me on this...

It is so dangerous it have it own name for its cut...
The PAPER CUT!
See knife don't even have its on cut name
That is how serious it can be...

I once laugh at someone during her ITP about her having a paper cut... nono a file cut.
It was deep i believe... Nope no scar....
Cause I kind of regret laughing at her about it liao...
Cause I myself got a few paper cut on myself...
Let me do a count...
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12...
12 cuts! In 3 days...

See paper is very dangerous!
So please use email... So there will be less paper in the world and less cut can be make...

SAVE THE EARTH! GO GREEN! STOP CUTTING TREE! STOP GETTING PAPER CUT! SAVE ME!

10 days and going...

It has been 10 days...

Not a very long time....
But it is still... hard for me...

It isn't easy... I am still resisting
I don't want it...
No matter it has been the fact since 10 days ago...

I hope that day didn't come...
I really do hope it.

But I guess a time machine is not yet invented so I can't go back...

I still keep on forgetting the fact that I should do it...
I should put it down and move on...
But I guess I just can't make myself to do...

I hate it... But I have to do it...

Compare to the past 2 years... I just these 10 days were much more than that...
Seriously...
You still don't know what I am talking about right?
Well... I have finally start eating veggy!
Hurray!
The amount of veggy I ate for the past 10 days is way more than the amount combine from the past 2 years, Trust me on this...

But I guess... I just a picky person that didn't want to eat veggy...
Cox I find out that I don't really have a reason to hate eating veggy...
Oh well... it will just goes on...

Wonder why I suddenly start eating veggy?
Well cox I lost a bet to myself and so I have to promise myself to eat veggy...
I should have make doing more housework as the bet...

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I once said that I will continue to so I will...
But I think by continuing... actually bring me back to square one...
I might just be doing the whole thing again... End up getting the same answer...
I try to stop myself...
But I really can't...
I can't let it go....
I still want to talk to you...
I still worry for you...
I still hope to know you...
I still...

Smile

Smile the most wonderful expression a person can have... I mean the real smile not those fake out one
I love smile
I am attached to people with beautiful smile...
No matter how uneven your teeth might be...
As long as you have a beautiful smile, people will still look at you.

I like very nice smile, yet I don't know how I grade them...
But I do know, smile is one of the factor I look in girl.
That is why I always try to make the person I like happy.
So I can see more of her smile...
But I don't when will be the next time I will get to see her...


Do you know that smiling actually helps you grow taller?
Sad people are mostly short people..
Really!

A smile not only unwind the heart, but the body too.
Then the bone can grow more easily.
In other words, you grow taller!
So that you can see the world more and be a happier person

I guess I must be a sad sad boy
I WANT TO BE HAPPY!
Well I am... but still I am a sad sad boy

Delima

I don't know

Should I should I not...
But since I am writing this post le...
I guess it is SHOULD not
A combination of should and should not

Well... I really don't know.
Should I tell her?
Should I not tell her?

You see... I always ask her about her things and she will answer me.
So out of respect I should tell her my things too right?

But at the same time...
Wouldn't it be weird if I just go tell her something about me when she didn't ask?
Not like she is very interested in my life as I do to her life.

So I am now caught in the middle...
I really don't know should I tell or not...

I want her to know yet she shouldn't be interested to know...

I don't know...

But I guess I just say it out then...

I got a job... Though it might last only for a week or so...
But I guess it is a job after all.
It is at NP so it is a OK location for me. And is from 8.30am - 5pm
The pay might not be that high but at least it is a normal rate and allows me to spend my time.

I just wouldn't be online in the afternoon anymore...

That's all...
But I guess the respect isn't there... plus I did say it out...
wouldn't it makes double the rudeness...
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To Yik Huii,

Didn't saw you comment till today... I very lag one
You want to know the words ar...
Well...
It was just a bye
That is all... Seriously
And it meant a lot to me...
But the background story is something I will not tell you...
WHAHAHAHAHAHA

Knowing...

Went to watch the movie with Ma...

I like the visual effect...
So cool...
Train crash and people couldn't out run the train...
And you know what happen...

Very nice, movie sure is great since I don't have such good sound system at home.
I just I enjoying the sound more than the big screen.

The ending was sad, it is like the author didn't know how to end the story
pot is good but with bad ending.

You have to watch it to understand what I am saying.

Sure is nice to know what going to happen.
Well maybe not death that is going to happen.

But like how people will react to things.

For example, will your friend get scare if you throw a rat at him
Or how will a person react or feel after you tell them something...

But I just it just impossible for me to do that.
Though I really hope I could read mind, but my heart just isn't that pure to be able to be granted with that power.

People GO WATCH Knowing.
It is really nice...

I wonder how you people will react after I say this...
Too bad I guess since can't read mind.

I think I just annoyed someone again...
Awww... I really need to be able to read mind.

Anyway, Happy Good Friday

Venom

Was watching Okto on a documentary about viper.

Very cool...

A viper venom can kill animal up to ten times their own size.
Just a few drop will do.

A person a get killed within 1 hour just with a tiny drop from the fang.

Viper are so cool that they are cold blooded...
OK not funny.

But have you notice something?
Viper plays two roles in the animal kingdom.
The riper and the angel.

It both kills and save life.
When a viper bites you, it can take away you life.
But there is still way to save.

By none other than the viper's venom itself.
What kills you is also the only thing that can save you.

Ironic isn't it?

Scientist will farm venom from the viper.
Then inject that venom onto another animal with a stronger immune system.
Then from that animal they create a antidote f or that venom of that type of viper.

I wonder how many scientist was killed trying to figure out which animal to inject.
Scientist A: "I got venom and I need a test subject."
Scientist B: "I am as strong as a cow, try it on me."
A injects B
B died.
End of story...

Well I guess that what happened to the first test subject.

Life is full of ironic cases...
Too maybe I guess...

What goes around comes around.

This is a sculpture by Lorenzo Quinn
Called "What goes around comes around."
You can find it at Marina Barrage.
I want to go there walk walk... With someone, I don't want go there alone...

Aww... sian dun think u all can see it...

I shall type the words out.

Life is like a mirror where everything we do is reflected back onto us. We might not be able to recongnize it and at times that image is hidden, it may even take years and at times it may not even be during our lifetime but it all comes around.

Meaningful...
The author is very right about this.
Whatever we do it will come back to us.
If you are good to others, others will be good to you.
As if you were to bully others, one day you will get bullied too.

I kind of just experience what the author said.
Though kind of too late.

I was told that I am lazy yesterday, totally never help out.
True I am lazy and I know it.
But somehow, these words hurt me.
Well maybe because I said someone was lazy too.

I finally understand how she felt that time I guess.
It hurts, it isn't something really nice. Even you know you are lazy.
I was wrong to say someone else is lazy.
But I am too late to realize it.

End up I still find myself overpowered by sadness.
Though I felt happy for the past 2 days, but I guess I am still sad ba.
Especially when I get to feel how she felt.

So people, mind what you do.
Cause what goes around comes around.

Hello Kitty

Do you know why Hello Kitty doesn't have a mouth?

It actually have a very deep meaning behind it.
The creator actually forgot to put the mouth in.

Neh Just kidding.
The creator says, mouth is an important part of a face. It help other to understand what the person is feeling.
The creator remove Hello Kitty mouth as she didn't want people to predetermined Hello Kitty's feeling.
She hope that when ever a person hugs a Hello Kitty, they will put the feeling on the face.
If you are sad, Kitty is sad. If you are happy Kitty is happy too.
She hopes that Kitty can share the feeling with the person.

If Kitty had a smile on her face, sad people will never want to hug it.

I never thought Kitty have such deep meaning behind it mouth-less face.

I guess everything have it's own reason.

How is your Kitty feeling?
For me, she looks happy though covered in sadness

Extra info: Hello Kitty name is Kitty White, and she weight the same as 3 apples

Roles

Everyone plays a role in everyone's life

And everyone is the main character of their own story...
At the same time we could be the carelefare in the story of another.
Such as just a bypasser in the story

We progress our story and mix into other people stories.
Plot are created as we continue into the story.
For example, we fall in love with someone.
The plot change to you trying to woo that person.
Trying to make that someone the second main character in your story.

It is very easy to find out our roles in others stories.
By their action toward you and by how their story progresses.

I recently found out that I had been playing a villain role in someone story.
I didn't meant to play it, but I guess I just didn't manage to find out about it until it was too late.
I should had read the script of the story to prevent this ending.
My story have to goes on, so does her's
Her story might had killed the villain in it to protect herself.
But I guess my story will just continue with that knife in my chest.

It hurts me, but I guess it hurts her more during the process.

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It is weird. Very weird.
I guess the knife was Crowned Clown
Killing only the dark side of me.
But still keeping my heart.

She really an angel I guess.
I hurt her, yet she still came to heal me.
Thanks

I am a Demon that hurt the Angel I like so much.

Flip a coin

Everything might end today...
I don't know...
I don't wish it to end...

But if it have to come I shall accept it...
Since I am not in the place to make the decision...

But I should say...
It not going to be easy for me to put it down...

Well... it came after all...
Feel like bursting into tear and flood myself in the sea of tear...
But she wouldn't want me to do that...
I really cannot put it down...
Not yet... Not now...

2009 DD45

One month ago...
2nd March 2009...

A small Apollo asteroid flew pass the Earth...

It is only 63,500 km away from Earth.

You might think this is a very LONG distance...
But actually to Earth, it is like the distance from where you are sitting to the monitor of your computer.

If is bang on to Earth!
WALA! Poof! and everyone on Earth shall disappear and flood the hell.

Many of you doesn't care I think...
Since it is already over...
But according to wiki...

Some scientists speculate that this near-Earth asteroid could return because of the Earth's gravitational pull.

It MIGHT return!

Oh well I bet the asteroid will lost its way trying to find Earth again.
Since the space is so dark and cold...

I just hope I will not die cause of an asteroid...
Cause too many ppl will die at the same time.
I don't want my family or the people I like to die...

I think I going too far liao...
Ma... Everyone will just live forever and ever until you die then you know you don't live forever...

Nothing...

Really nothing...
Seriously nothing...
Well, beside that...

I am doing nothing beside that...
My main goal of everyday is to spend my time so that it is time to do housework

That is the only thing I been doing at home...

To-Do for EVERYDAY:

1. Wake up
2. Spend the time
3. Bath
4. Spend time
   
5. Eat lunch
6. Spend some more time
7. DO HOUSEWORK! WOOT!
8. Bath
9. Eat Dinner
10. Spend a little more time
11. Lie on bed
12. Think crap and crap and stuff
13. Plan for tml
14. Sleep

Well that what I have been doing EVERYDAY
Though I really wish to merge 11 to 14 together into one
But I just come sleep right away...
I think I need a better To-Do list

April's Fool Joke

How laughable...
Last Year I was at Pfizer working doing nothing.
This year I am at home doing nothing

I guess I am really busy doing nothing.

You might say I can play games or surf the net...
But then.... There is a worldwide announcement on a virus outbreak on today...
That is why i typing this post on 31st Mar...

The virus is call conficker...
If you do a search on it you will know more about it...
Sian...
Try not to come online liao... play offline game
MY LIFE AS A KING!

End up I still came online