one hundred and nine...

Before I start....
I have to admit....

I forgot how to spell hundred...
or should i say... I never knew how to spell it in the first place.

Anyway...
109...
The famous number....
Shibuya 109 is a place where the latest fashion trend is... For Japan...

But that not what I going to talk about...

$109....
The price of Starcraft II
The game that took 12 years to make...
Kind of...

But what the hell...$109
Who the hell with the pitiful payroll like me will buy it

But sure feels like playing it
Just to get a feel of what so worth it about the game...

But to be honest... only SG is selling so expensive...

In US it is about $15-$20 cheaper...
SG charge everyone extra for the server...
which is lame...

not sure y are we charge for that...
just to turn down those poor player?

I got no idea...
But I do know...
I already have the game installed

All about me....

This is me...

I am someone who don't really understand myself...

Hard to explain...
I am a person very different from who you know....

You see only one side of me all the time...

I guess I am a person that is made up of many different sides....

You might know me as a funny person...
But do you know... I actually quite an emo person?

You might know me as a person who talk very little...
But do you know... I sometime talk too much that i find myself annoying?

You might know me as an introvert...
But do you know... I enjoy talking to people who I don't know?

You might know me as a person who keep secrets to himself...
But do you know... I do find people to talk with about my secrets?

You might know me as a very good tempered person...
But do you know... I am a very short tempered person that get angry very easily?

You might know me as a person who befriends with everyone...
But do you know... I don't like a lot of people and they don't not know about it?

You might know me as a person who buy every thing I want...
But do you know... I planned every spending before I get what I want?

You might know me as a person who is always a neutral party...
But do you know... Deep down, I always have taken a side?

You might know me as a person who gossip a lot...
But do you know... I got all my information from the person itself?

You might know me as a person who doesn't read...
But do you know... I enjoy reading a lot?

You might know me as a very sloppy person...
But do you know... I hate mess and is just too lazy to clean up?

You might know me as a very siao on person...
But do you know... I might be the most lazy person you ever know?

You might know me as a very easy to mix with person...
But do you know... I am actually a very hard to please person?

You might know me as a person who is very calm...
But do you know... I am actually having a heart attacked inside me?

You might know me as a person who doesn't care much...
But do you know... I once cried all because of a cat just 2 years ago?

You might know me as someone who agrees with every thing...
But do you know... I stands on my idea way more than your idea?

You might know me as a person who does thing without thinking...
But do you know... I am a person who think so much that some time I act in a way no one will understand?

You might know me as a person who goes with the flow...
But do you know... I believe every path we walked so far is all because we choose to do it. There is never a flow that pushing you forward.

You might know me as a dreamer...
But do you know... I am really a dreamer who love to dream

You might know me as a good friend...
But do you know... That is a huge invisible barrier between us?

You might know me as someone who think too much about everything...
But do you know... I find myself not thinking enough, not understanding everything, unable to change things to the way I want, unable to make feel the better of myself, unable to be a bit more braver, unable to spend less time doing useless stuff, unable to get job done, unable to keep my room clean, unable to do so much thing, unable to show everyone the real me, unable to let you all understand me better, unable to face the reality, unable to let this message pass through, unable to understand myself, unable to remember anything before primary 5, unable to wish as i doesn't know what to wish for, unable to state the standard of the girl I like, unable to picture the perfect girl, unable to understand how I feel, unable to show how much I love my family, unable to do Math Olympiad question, unable to get a better nick though i love my current one, unable to complete something, unable to time travel, unable to fly in the air, unable to control my dream, unable to find myself typing something more sensible, unable to continue much long, unable to explain you I am really typing all this, unable to improve my English, unable to tell if anyone is still reading, unable to stop using unable as the starting of the line, unable to get a girlfriend, unable to stop using this part to complain, unable to stop using this part to say out what I really one, unable to use my fourth finger to type, unable, unable... I think I should stop using the negative words...

So much about me... Haven't really reflect on myself for sometime liao...
Though this is not really a reflection... but I get I did state out something about me...

So that about it....
That is still so much about me... That even I dunno

I dun even know how everyone see me in the first place

Hopefully the above 21 things about me is mostly how people see me...
Hopefully the this post make you all understand me a bit more...
Though like i said before only so many people know about me...

So ya... For my 21st... This is the 21 things you might or might not know about me

Happy Birthday Vincent
Hope you have a great year ahead of you!
Hope everything goes your way!
Hope you can time control again....

Monitored....

Even felt that you are being monitor by someone?

be it online or offline....

In the reality... when someone look at me I will have that itch in my eyes making me having the rub my eyes

I guess that how my body react to get my face of of the view....

While online... you can never know who is monitoring you....

It can be the cyber police... who checks on you illegal download...
Or the guy that is secretly in love with you looking at your facebook account
checking out your new updates and photo....

Well....
I feel that I being monitored too....
Sadly... not by some secretly in love with me girl....

But by the govt....
Ya... I think there are reading this blog too....

If not how did they found out I do not have money to learn driving....
And as for my birthday gift... they gave me a change of vocation to driver...

Now that give me the creeps....
Of all vocation... driver....
Of all 3 getting posted out... I the only driver...

That can be coincidence...
So I conclude that I am being monitored by them and they are reading this too

So Thank you... though I dun feel like posting out...
Hopefully this will be something new... a brand new start for me...

Hey look at the time... it is just like last year... 1159PM

I still remember last year at the same time I was posting something crappy too...

Awwww the year... so fast....

Friends

You know...

I have many....

Not in number though....

To be honest I never really thought about this

I always think I have very little friends....

But come to think of it...
Who say to have many friends you have to have many of them?

I have great friends!
They are so great that some are like brothers to me.

There might not be a lot of them...
But to me it is enough....

I love my friends like I love my family

It is great to be able to spend time with them

glad that so many can make it to the party
Thank all of you... though none of you read this blog
but still Thank you very much for being there

I have a great time
And I hope so did you.

Kingdom Hearts series

Currently there is a total of 6 games tag to the Kingdom Hearts series
Beside Birth By Sleep and 358/2 Days...
The rest of the story all features Sora as the main character

The director of the game had very good planning on how they release the game
Even if you don't play any of the game you will still understand the game

And if you played the games, every side story will give you something to think of
and of course get a surprise of what had actually happen...
An insight to the game and clear background story

I shall list the games in the game timeline order

Maybe try to explain a little too...

Birth by Sleep
The background story of Kingdom Hearts....
Very sad game.... In fact the game was advertised using the ending of the game
It explain how Roxas came about....
And the reason Riku Sora and Kairi are able to use Keyblade

Kingdom Hearts
The start of Sora's Journey....
At first he set out to find his friends...
Then he realize he was meant for something bigger
So he set on a quest to stop the evil from having Kingdom Hearts while looking for his friends and making new one

Sad ending too.... He end up got separated with his friend

Chain of Memories
After locking the Door To Darkness....
Sora set on to find his friends again...
This time he reach a Castle.... This Castle plays a very important part in the game...
Many of the background story for KH2 is being crafted here

Here Sora memories links was taken away making him unable to rmb his friends

It was the plan of Organization XIII
To clone a new Sora
In the end, Sora beat the boss of the Castle and Namine the girl who took away his memories promise to return his memories to him...

In order to do that.... Sora have to be in sleeping mode....
So Sora when to sleep...

If you finish this game you will get a side story about those who got trap behind the Door Of Darkness

358/2 Days
This game features Roxas.... The Nobody of Sora, so as to say.
Cause if you played the game by the time line....
Sora will looks more like a clone....

This game tell us about the history of Organization XIII
and how what happens to Roxas before he when rouge

A fun fact... Roxas name is make up of Sora and X
which reminds him of a clone of Sora

Kingdom Hearts II
Sora woke up from his sleep...
Remembering nothing from Chain of Memories...

Back to his quest to search for his friends...
He found a new threat to the world
The Nobody...

The Nobody is the by-product of the Heartless...
When a heart filled with darkness and become a Heartless, the body will have no heart and become a Nobody....
In short... Nobody is monster without heart

The Organization XIII is made up of XIII Nobody that once had a very strong heart.
Allowing them to remind in their human form.

And their objective it to use the Kingdom Hearts to get back their hearts.
Well which is impossible...

So Sora battled boss to prevent the formation of the Kingdom Hearts again...
But this time with the help of his friends from his home town...

The game ended when Sora receives a letter from King Mickey and he plan to set on a new quest.

Coded
This game is currently release only in Japan....

Normally I will still play the game even when it is in Japanese ( This explains y I have 3 different versions of KHII 2 JP 1 US)
But it is only available on Japanese mobile phone....

I hope I could tell you more on this but I can't...

I all know that it happens after KH II and it all happens because of a line in the daily
"We must return to free them from their torment"

Recently... They announced that they are going to port the game over to DS
Hopefully we get to see it soon...
Can't wait to play more Kingdom Hearts

Game game game

YEAH!

I bought a nice DS

This time have to protect it liao

No more spoiling until well... the next time i think i need to upgrade it

I didn't really miss out a lot of game during my DS down time

A lot still to come Ghost Trick is one that I super look forward too....


During DS down time....

I switch to PSP mood...

You know what?

I didn't miss too much PSP games too

At least I get to play what I want

Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep....

Though it is in Japanese....

I manage to play though the whole game understanding and felt emotional over the storyline

+ I unlocked the Special Ending too....

I love the game

The story is always so touching....

I really like how they use the fight between good and evil
to create a teen that will eventually end the world...

Hard to believe after Sora been through so much he still have a long journey ahead of him

Good luck Sora!

Save Aqua for me!

Come to think of it there is so many side story to the game

I shall list them is the next post

Failure

Man...

Come to think of it...
I such a failure

..................................

Just now was thinking about learning driving

Then I remember my friends told me that the total cost of learning is about $2000

man.... being saving so long and I dun even have $2000 to spare for the classes

$500 a month save about $200 each month

+ old saving I still doesn't have that $2000 that I can set aside for driving

I am failure a saving

I dunno when that will have that extra money to get a license

Awwwwwwww....

I seriously need to do up a plan liao...
If not I will never get to learn driving....

Or Maybe I should get a finance consultant to plan for me...

Come to think of it... I have one next door

Sleep....

I think I should stop sleeping during the weekend

It is like a waste of time

Weekend is so valuable to me

I need more of it...

To watch Fringe... Read Spiderman... and even to get out to the house from time to time

But every time...
I slept at 2am
I will wake up only at 11am....

The time is so fixed....

9 hours for every weekend

Cant i wake up at 7am?

Alarms dun work for me during weekends
My brain just kind of shut it off when it rings

So alarm is useless...
light is useless too
then no fan is useless too...

Seriously... is there nothing that can makes me wake up earlier?

Well I think the next best choice is not sleep...
Well that is impossible too....

Accepting

You know...

Every time bad lucks falls on you....

You start to blame everything
and then you feel like shouting FML

I have the feeling all the time....

I am a person with very short fuse too
But lucky I am alone when it happens
That gave me gave to think and well... accept the bad luck

This is what happens...

Friday...

On my way home to put my stuff...

The bus I always take, run off right in front of my eyes
I waited another 10min for the next bus

Then at alighting at the MRT station...
The Train move off right in front of my eyes too

Another 6min of wait....
Now I am really late le....

Reach my home station....
Traffic light turn Red right in front of me....
3min gone....

Put my things a home...
I realize how cock up my life was for the day....

I had to wait for everything and miss everything....
FML... I thought...

Then come to think of it...
Well maybe it is just waiting day...
A day where you wait for everything...

So right before I went out
I told myself this....

The traffic light will once again turn red in front of me
and I will see the train leaving right in front of me again...

You know what?
It did

It really happens
It is waiting day after all

That makes me feel so much better

So accepting your life might not be that bad after all
Since you get to predict what will happen next