Sunday, July 25, 2010

All about me....

This is me...

I am someone who don't really understand myself...

Hard to explain...
I am a person very different from who you know....

You see only one side of me all the time...

I guess I am a person that is made up of many different sides....

You might know me as a funny person...
But do you know... I actually quite an emo person?

You might know me as a person who talk very little...
But do you know... I sometime talk too much that i find myself annoying?

You might know me as an introvert...
But do you know... I enjoy talking to people who I don't know?

You might know me as a person who keep secrets to himself...
But do you know... I do find people to talk with about my secrets?

You might know me as a very good tempered person...
But do you know... I am a very short tempered person that get angry very easily?

You might know me as a person who befriends with everyone...
But do you know... I don't like a lot of people and they don't not know about it?

You might know me as a person who buy every thing I want...
But do you know... I planned every spending before I get what I want?

You might know me as a person who is always a neutral party...
But do you know... Deep down, I always have taken a side?

You might know me as a person who gossip a lot...
But do you know... I got all my information from the person itself?

You might know me as a person who doesn't read...
But do you know... I enjoy reading a lot?

You might know me as a very sloppy person...
But do you know... I hate mess and is just too lazy to clean up?

You might know me as a very siao on person...
But do you know... I might be the most lazy person you ever know?

You might know me as a very easy to mix with person...
But do you know... I am actually a very hard to please person?

You might know me as a person who is very calm...
But do you know... I am actually having a heart attacked inside me?

You might know me as a person who doesn't care much...
But do you know... I once cried all because of a cat just 2 years ago?

You might know me as someone who agrees with every thing...
But do you know... I stands on my idea way more than your idea?

You might know me as a person who does thing without thinking...
But do you know... I am a person who think so much that some time I act in a way no one will understand?

You might know me as a person who goes with the flow...
But do you know... I believe every path we walked so far is all because we choose to do it. There is never a flow that pushing you forward.

You might know me as a dreamer...
But do you know... I am really a dreamer who love to dream

You might know me as a good friend...
But do you know... That is a huge invisible barrier between us?

You might know me as someone who think too much about everything...
But do you know... I find myself not thinking enough, not understanding everything, unable to change things to the way I want, unable to make feel the better of myself, unable to be a bit more braver, unable to spend less time doing useless stuff, unable to get job done, unable to keep my room clean, unable to do so much thing, unable to show everyone the real me, unable to let you all understand me better, unable to face the reality, unable to let this message pass through, unable to understand myself, unable to remember anything before primary 5, unable to wish as i doesn't know what to wish for, unable to state the standard of the girl I like, unable to picture the perfect girl, unable to understand how I feel, unable to show how much I love my family, unable to do Math Olympiad question, unable to get a better nick though i love my current one, unable to complete something, unable to time travel, unable to fly in the air, unable to control my dream, unable to find myself typing something more sensible, unable to continue much long, unable to explain you I am really typing all this, unable to improve my English, unable to tell if anyone is still reading, unable to stop using unable as the starting of the line, unable to get a girlfriend, unable to stop using this part to complain, unable to stop using this part to say out what I really one, unable to use my fourth finger to type, unable, unable... I think I should stop using the negative words...

So much about me... Haven't really reflect on myself for sometime liao...
Though this is not really a reflection... but I get I did state out something about me...

So that about it....
That is still so much about me... That even I dunno

I dun even know how everyone see me in the first place

Hopefully the above 21 things about me is mostly how people see me...
Hopefully the this post make you all understand me a bit more...
Though like i said before only so many people know about me...

So ya... For my 21st... This is the 21 things you might or might not know about me

Happy Birthday Vincent
Hope you have a great year ahead of you!
Hope everything goes your way!
Hope you can time control again....

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