I love being alone... where I can spend time doing my thing quietly with getting disturb by anyone... I can spend my time alone drinking a cup of tea looking at the sky for hours....
U might think is it a waste of time, but I can only tell u this.... My life is much longer than u, so I got lot more time to spare for wasting.... :p
Being alone and quite brings me to today's topic.....
For unknown reason I emoed for 1.5hours on the journey home....
I was so uncomfortable with myself, that emo feeling as if something is missing... Some thing important....
After thinking for a long time when i reach home, i then found out another side shut off himself during that 1.5hours.... I felt lonely I guess.... Another side didn't tok to me at all, he is the one that set my thinking but when he is not around that feeling of loneliness is unbearable....
You might think I am mad, but another side is one important part of me... so is another another side... Missing one of them will makes my life empty... We might have big different in personality but that is what make up go so well together...
Too bad didn't understnad him enough, if not he will not shut himself off liao....
Some thing must had happen that only another side has aware, which makes him unhappy....
Lucky the 1 hours gaming on the train bring another side back a little...
Oh well... gaming connect both of us together I think...
While writing this... I think another side when to hid again.... so depress....
oh well got new game to play... too bad not cut body one... Ms Devil LOVE that game....
What happened just now? Another side answer me!
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