Last of last

After first of last...
Today is last of last.
Last paper of the year.
Last paper of my poly life I guess...
Glad that it is all over, I will miss school again like I always do.

After today paper I went home straight away like an emo kid...
Guess what I did the moment I reach home?
Beside taking off shoes... I did some housework! OMG! Housework and me, the first thing I use to celebrate my last day of school.

That is kind of all for today. My mini dream about having the train on the bridge while I am below didn't come true after all...

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Suddenly I become so emo... Dunno y...
Miss school? Or maybe because of the choice I going to make...
Yea on relationship...
There are 3 girls for me to choose... But I dunno who to choose...
1) She might be a bit tomboyish, but she is always there to help...
2) Gentle and kind girl. I might not know her that well, but she sure looks like a good person to be with
3) She is hot, but I don't know her and she dunno me. She is kind of the extra one...

I really dunno who to choose...
Though I not sure if my random choosing will affect my life anot....
Awwwwwww so fan....
Why does Dragon Quest V: Hand of the Heavenly Bride give you 3 bride to choose!!!

MRT

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=59198

Wow... The door wasn't close.
I finally understand why Bugis still have the "Don't go down the rail" poster there.
Cox the door isn't always close....

Speaking of MRT...
Next month they are lowing the transport fee...
It is like 3 more days...
No hurray!
Tomorrow is last paper, then I would use transport liao.
Wasted.
They should have announce it earlier.

Bus concession is down by $2...

Arghhhhhhh..............

I cannot concentrate...
Whenever I hold the book on my hands, I will become really really sleepy
then! I fall asleep....
I don't know will I finish my study or not.
But let try it again.
I shall go study now.

Oh ya, Yik Huii I knew you will love that joke

English

If I were to have a pet dog.
I would name it English.
When English see Yik Huii, my dog will bite him.
Then Yik Huii will say, "Vincent! Your English is bad! Bad English."

First of last

It is the beginning of the end...
End of poly....
Yea... First paper of the last....
It was... I dunno I already forgot about it...
But I did rmb this...
I ask myself, am I really prepared for the paper...
Seriously I think I didn't prepare well for the paper...

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Anyway... actually today wan to make is a super short post...
But something pop up... So... well longer than super short post post.

So close... so close...
So close to having my mini dream comes true...
The train... pass the bridge seconds after my bus pass under the bridge...
awwwwwww.... When will I ever get to see my bus under the bridge when the train is crossing on top...

That there is a lot of wet dried leave on the path... So many that the path cannot be seen....
It is awesome looking...

That's all...

Tml will be super super short post... I guess

Change...

Disclaimer: I dunno what am I typing about...
Seriously

Everyday we learn something.
It can be able Science, Math, Life and about People...

We learn from them and store all thing information in our brain.
This information trigger us to think... Think about how we and the what we learn today are different.
Some people will change with time as they have more and more information.
They want to improve so they change.
Only by changing one can improve... Well beside changing for the worst...

Human are constantly changing, you don't see a person looking the same and expecting the person doesn't not gain any new knowledge after days...

But why, how, what cause the change?

For why, already said... Human change to improve, to live a better life to reach their goal.

For how... Human can be very unpredictable, one moment that lazy fellow is sitting on the couch playing game... The next moment he might change and start doing housework...
But behind all this change there will be a push...

For what... A Push, what is a push that causes us to change? It is call motivation.

Motivation is the set of reasons that determines one to engage in a particular behavior.

Motivation will loop us back to why...
That can be a lot of why to a change... Everyone will have their answer to this question...

For me...
Instead of changing, I try to change people...
Because I seriously believe that, if I can change that person that person will be able to change me...
So I am changing people because I hope I will be changed in the process...

But sometime, it doesn't work...
If this world only have 2 person... One has to be hardworking.
But 2 lazy people will nv be able to convince each other into a change... Though the rubbish might...

So in this case, instead of changing people to change myself.
I will try to change myself hoping that I can change the other party...
But it is so hard...
It is so hard...

Anyway, what is you motivation and what do you hope to change about yourself?

Darkness....

Was reading someone blog this morning...
About the darkness in everyone...
How one can choose to go into the darkness and isolate himself/herself from others...
It is a form of protection, protecting oneself form getting emotionally harm by people...

That reminds me of what Shi Kun said yesterday to me...
He is going into the darkness... There is no light for him... No more hope...
Because he thinks that he did really bad for his exam...
Then I told him... Open you eyes, turn on the light.... Lastly I told him "crap" after he keep saying GG with me...

To me, when one goes into darkness, it is to show how much the person crave for the light.
You might build wall around you to isolate yourself, but when you really found a person that is really want to be your friend. You will tear down the wall faster than anything...

The deeper you go... The longer it takes for you to come back up...
When one isn't deep in the darkness, the craving for light is low while light is still visible... A person will not appreciated the light at this point...
When one is deep in the darkness, the craving of light is high however light might not be longer visible... There might be a little light from time to time...
But due to the huge craving one is having, that tiny little light does not look attracting any more.
Hence the deeper you go, the harder it is to get yourself back up unless there is this huge light that able to attract you.

Sound chim? Actually it is not... It shares the same logic as your hungriness...

The hungrier you are... The more food you need to get yourself full...
When one isn't hungry, the craving for food is low even when there is food... A person will not appreciated the food at this point...
When one is very hungry, the craving for food is high however there might not be food around... From time to time, one might find a little snack...
But due to the huge craving one is having, that tiny little snack does not look attracting any more.
Hence the hungrier you are, the harder it is to get yourself full unless there is this huge amount of food that able to attract you.

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I dunno y am I blogging about this...
But just wan to say... Everyone is balance, when one side of you goes into darkness another side of you will try to pull you out...

I do go to the darkness time to time... It is kind of fun there... Lonely isn't that bad at times, it can get scary but it does protects you...
Like joining a gang, it protects you give u a sense belonging... But it isn't easy to get out

However though it is a choice to go to the darkness... And it is never the best choice...

Curiosity killed the cat

Curiosity killed the cat

It means that, being to curious can lead one to danger hence killing you.

The idiom is originated from, care killed the cat.
Where care in this case is define as worry or sorrow.

Then a lot of things about it... I lazy to read... so I wun type them here...
But you can always read it at Wiki.

Anyway... Do you believe that curiosity really can bring harm to you?

If there isn't curiosity a lot of great invention and medicinal will not be found.
But why is there still this idiom that warns ppl about curiosity?
But there isn't one that promote curiosity in ppl?

Curiosity is a very important part of everyone. Without curiosity you will not try out a lot of things...
For example... bungee jumping, you do it because you are curiosity how it felt when you jump off a building. Well at the same time you dunwan to die...
If given I choice... I think i would try bungee

So ppl...
Do you have any curious thought about anything?
Any thing that you might do because of your curiosity...

Jokes

Nothing much to blog today...
So let just post some jokes here.

From Pink Panter 2....

A: What is this?
B: A tape recorder?
A: No! It might seem like a tape recorder... But it is actually a pen!
(Pen pop out)
B: Oh... It is a pen so you can write secretly...

End

From FM.. Dunno what FM, heard it yesterday...

A: I want to buy a good vacuum cleaner. No like those $40 cheap vacuum.
B: You mean you want the branded one?
A: Yea! I want the X Brand vacuum cleaner, it cost $900!
B: Wow that is expensive. It better not SUCK!
A: Hahaha, XD... Actually it sucks a lot.

End

Just now... I switch my channel to TV1
the Malaysia channel...
then i heard FF8 Battle Song...
Ya for a unknown commercial

that is so much for today...

Need to study liao...
OK it is a lie...

Haven't get over it...

Well before we start... Just some talk about other things first...
Cats post words already pop out le... u all can read it...
Though I dun care u all got read anot liao... I already got the person i wan to read to read it...
If blog looks dead... no more comment by ppl... ok.. is very little comment until like no one is here...
Even if I were to close this blog, like let say now... I think only at least 3 days later then the 2nd person will ask me what happen to my blog...
One number reader will ask right away...
.... I kind of emo now... so dun ask anything about what i am saying here... I dunno too.

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Well... Let tok about it... I really haven't get over it nya~
But i am no going to "awwww" over it again...
It is annoying...
Hai, I am so stingy....

Anyway... It sure is a great day~
It is nice to watch pink panter 2 and look at u laugh...
The day is so nice~ Though is just kind of like walk walk and eat things.
Next hope we can go Zoo...

I wan a time machine.... I wan go back in time!
ok that is all... with hidden post...

Black day...

Well Friday the 13th....

I seriously dun believe in this... But you know what, believing in it makes your life so much more interesting...
That y i believe in almost everything... From sneezing mean someone talking about u, cutting nail at night will cox your head to get cut off, going to sleep right after a meal will turn you into a cow, never that the same path you walk when going back to a place, do not wear new shoes during the night if not you will trip... And many many more.

By following all these superstitions, they do make a person more interesting.
But people around you will just think that you are a crapper...
But well, who care when your life is so much more interesting than them...

I am blogging at 2.32am...
So i am not sure what will happen later... Just maybe it will happen, but then i will not know what to do. Fan la!
Hope someone will do my appraisal for me... Please...
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Tomorrow will be the day for all Mistresses to celebrate!
情人们都站起来吧！在情人节里好好的庆祝一番！
Ya I am crazy now...
情人 mistress.... This is classic....

Anyway, not to spoil any of your mood...
Here is a picture that all couples should enjoy during this happy day.
Anyway... Just a reminder...
Valentine's Day isn't the only day you should treat your partner well, you should make your partner feel it is Valentine's Day <3 everyday.

Awwww.... A week of cats and Valentine

Big Day

Today is my big day, and it is over.
No more project... Ok there is still reports to do.
Uni admission essay also haven write. NUS on also haven go see that one closing at 22 Feb nya~

It is a big day but the day before didn't have a good night sleep...
No, I am not blaming you for it, I wanted stay up myself one.

I was like in standby mode, where any movement will wake me up any time. And before i know it, it is already 6am... Then need to go bath liao...

The presentation was hell!
I dun like presentation...

But well it is over liao... Then nap for a long long time...
Next will be
Report, exam, NS... Sian

NS no silver must go in for 4 more weeks... 4 more means 4 + 4 = 8 weeks earlier...
Siao ar... Then again... it is for after Dec 09 ppl

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Well Valentine thingy again!
Today is a video... 50sec only...
Mouse and Cat love



So cute...

Discuss...

Before that... let reply Nova about that question he asked.
Well, in the Cats post...
I actually had some hidden post in it...
I am hoping you can find it...
Within that hidden post... There is a quote u must use to show u have read the post.
Well only 1 found out AFTER i told her all the steps to do it.

If you really unable to find it... Well in a few more days the post will appear itself.

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Well... What should we discuss today?

This one i really hope as much comment as possible...
It is about your view...

Yesterday on the News preview I heard this news...
"Scientists research found out that, to fall in love you doesn't need to use your brain at all."

I did not watch the full story... But lets assumes that it is saying...
Falling in love isn't cause by brain, but something else. Something like your emotion.

To me... The root of all actions and thoughts are from the brain.
So emotion as a feeling, which is a a sense, which is created by a thought, comes from the brain.
So how can we fall in love without the use of brain?
Reflex action is by the brain too... Thought we do it without thinking.
Hormones output is ordered by the brain too...

So seriously how do we fall in love without the use of brain?

Please give me ur views one it... LONG LONG view on it...
U can point out things like, my theory is wrong or my assumption is wrong...
Or maybe what your research shows...
Ms Devil, u can choose not to post ur view nya~ since already ask u before le...
But SIC

Valentine soon so lets think more about love....
Or maybe you single status


Oh well Valentine... Pictures again

As expected...

Kind of disappointed i should say...

No one comment about anything yesterday...
it is really very sad thing...

I hinted so much to you...

That's all! Wonder how many of you found out about it?
Yea... My day wasn't that interesting
Especially when it is just 12+am
But I should say this... There's more than meets the eye

No one found out about it
Oh well... in the first place I didn't want any of you to find out about it too...

Yesterday post is actually a very long post... yup, it is long. Longer than this post.
But i guess no one found out about it.
I think i shall make it visible slowly to everyone... Day by day u go check the post and someday u will find out wat i wrote...
Or many of u can just heck care about it.

More cats for u...

Aw... so cute...

Cats!

Hi people!
Today... is about cats
I am packing all the lines together to prevent u all thinking that there is something here... So it is going to be messy. Well as u can see the title is cats!... But it is just a decoy! If u reading this, then this is tiny post! Cox as u can see... it is tiny... So tiny that only by copy and pasting it out then u can see what i wrote... wonder how many of you read this... If u got read this please type: "An apple a day keeps the doctor away, it is a lie. Preservatives makes you sick" at the comment... I am hope at least one person. Hopefully... And I really hope someone say i dun sound like an uncle over the phone
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Well free images for u all!
Cats!

Sometime telling people do help



That's all! Wonder how many of you found out about it?
Yea... My day wasn't that interesting
Especially when it is just 12+am
But I should say this... There's more than meets the eye

Pack and messy, real messy. Well let tok about someone today... Someone that sometime i feel i know her a lot, yet at the same time i feel i dunno much about her.
Sometime it is fun to play with her... Sometime she listen to my complains... Sometime i hope she complain a little to feel more relax... Sometime she makes me worry... Sometime it felt like she is avoiding my question... Sometime i am too serious about wat she say to me... Sometime i just wan to chat with her... Sometime I just want to make her happy... Sometime i dunno wat i think sometime... Somehow I wants to know more about her nowadays. We do share a lot, but then most of the time is i force her to say... but then again... most of the time she wun tell if i force her to tell... but if i nv force she really will not tell... like a fish.. u need to pull and release until u finally hook the fish out... Comparing her to a fish... Erm... She isn't like fish at all... If she know about I am toking about her, I dun think i will nv get information from her again. I think these few days i got work up by what she do and wat she says...
Turning sensitive to wat she say. Maybe just maybe... Maybe I got over someone else because of her... Then again... I dunno I am not sure... That someone else is an impossible target for me in the first place. I wonder will anyone beside me going to read this... if she do read this... I think the bad impression bar in her about me will rise until sky high... Then that time I will really be that untrusty person to her. 10 meters away nya... dun think i can do that even if it is a joke, cox i think i still wan to know her more... If what she say is real, she is going to go off earlier and earlier since she did her administration. Bad and good for me.

I plan to slp early tonight that y the super early post

End

No not ending my blog yet...
But poly is ending soon...
1 more project presentation and 2 more exams.
And Wala! I will be going to NS soon

There is some thing that i really need to go think about...
Something about request... Why am I doing so?
What is my motive behind what I do?
It is really because of... of... of... of... of... of... something i dunno

Awwwwwwwwwwwww.... Why post that question on me... I cant even get the answer...
Nvm I am not blaming anyone about it, it is my problem.

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Anyway, today is great. WBA is over! Though dun think will get great score for it.
Then there was this helping out... I do hate phone calls too but well i dunno how to explain so end up i still did the call.
To be honest, I never thought of letting u call in the first place.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
Anyway no need to thank me, cox end up u the one that got what u wan yourself
and I am the willing party to help you. I will thank myself for doing it... I might have to thank you for letting me help.
Thank you

I am confuse by my post liao......

So long....

It has been so long...
I have long nv felt so calm when I am on the bus...
The bus was empty, bus didn't stop so much and the music i was listening was so smooth.

Makes me feel so calm...
Looking out of the window sure is relaxing...
But at the same time many things is running through my head.
Tomorrow final test, IIP project, overspent of last month, uni admission, and a question that i don't have the answer...

Calm, relaxing yet so many things in running through my head.
I guess I really need sometimes to sit down and tok to myself... Well, let first worry about tml test.
I really shouldn't have nap for 5 hours just now...

Mix Feeling

Today I felt,
Very Sleepy, Forgetful, Happy, Amazed, Idiotic, Proud, Sian, Very idiotic, Very forgetful and Sleepy.

That is a lot of feeling for a day. To me...
Let review them one by one

Very Sleepy
I was suppose to meet Kevin at 12pm at sch today to do the project.
So I set my alarm at 10am. I end up wake up and when to mama room to sleep till 11.20.
I am really sleepy
So sleepy that I actually cannot bring myself up from the bed

Forgetful
OK wake up liao, bath then kan chong go out...
I forget to wear my watch, even when I remember to put plaster on my wound.

Happy
Reach 2 stop before school and when up bus 184 with the bus plate number TIB854K at 12.14pm
You must think that I am very bo liao... But I go my point for stating it.
Anyway, saw a friend on the bus and found out everyone is sian about project.
Reach the school stop and like always nv tap my card and get off the bus.
Met up with Kevin do some project thingy, then go IEA see tutor for the result
He say at least a B... So happy.
Then when to underpass and stun someone, should i put the joke here?
Nvm just post it... I stun the person for being too stunning...
I think i shouldn't put it here...
But it sure nice to see
After that go home liao

Amazed
Well like i said, it is time to go home. So have to take bus down to the petrol station.
There I was amaze to see the first group that meet the tutor, it is 2 hours ago when the meet the tutor y haven go home?
Well then 184 came... 184 with the bus plate number TIB854K
So i went up the bus and tap my card...
It shows, Pass usage blah blah blah... The thing u see only when u are exiting the bus.
Yea it is very amazing to see this especially when it is 14.01pm nearly 2 hours after i get off the bus.
Jin Hao told me this happen to him before but that was 307 that one within 30min can happens one... 184 is godly lah! Though it wasn't listed in my Poly dreams, but it is like a dream comes true. However, I still wish to see a train passing over the bridge at rail mall there when my bus is under it... It will be amazing.

Idiotic
Anyway I was so amaze by that, that I actually space out for 1 sec on the bus.
Just nice 4th Feb, my bus concession expired today. Well so I on my way to the bus interchange to buy the next month concession.
Reaching the bus interchange soon... Then I found out there is an idiot on the bus.
Yea idiot. I caught him by the hand and laugh at him.
However, I felt idiotic for doing that

Proud
I felt proud for catching that idiot, though at the same time idiotic for catching him by the hand.
Oh ya I haven tell u why i catch the idiot.
The idiot was going to buy bus concession for the next month!
When he is only going to sch for only less than 10 more days . What an idiot
Lucky I manage to stop the idiot before the bus interchange. $52 isn't small money.

Sian
Well since it is over my stop when i caught the idiot.
Might as well go to the mall to walk walk.
Well Negima book 24 is already out by tong li since 2 weeks ago... I think Chuang yi should have it too by now...
WHAT! Not yet? Sian la~

Very Idiotic
Oh well... No comic to read... Then let go home, of cox I need to buy lunch first...
Eat LJS ba... Nothing else to eat liao...
Well reach LJS ordered... and paid... and space out again... This time longer... Until the auntie put the plastic bag to me then i realise I am ready to go...
Very idiotic to space out... especially in front of a counter.


Very Forgetful
Woot! Walk fast fast home! Before people mark me as idiot....
Yeah reached home...
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No no! How can I forgot about this...
Y so forgetful? I suppose to go to the ATM to do something.
Aw................... Nvm hope i rmb tml.

Sleepy
It rains just now... Ping pong ball size rain...
Super heavy...
Strong winds too...
So... So... So calming.... Zzzzzzzzzz
Yea it makes me sleepy and I went to fast forward to time...
For like... 45min

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That's all... I bet there is a lot of spelling error...
Oh well. I think I maybe go feel hardworking liao... Study for awhile

Busy busy

It is time!
For me to start busy liao...

That's all....

OK let continue a bit more...

Well project deadline are due soon... Report is not part of my job however worrying about my team not writing the report is my job...
Seriously.... I dunno what i have gotten into this sem... My group rocks

Final Test on this Friday....
Which is really scary as i didn't did so well for the common test... If i nv rmb wrongly 60+ only
Pray... easy easy...

Next week will be final presentation... really must chiong...

Then have to write personal reflection on the module... I seriously hate this...

That is agar all... Really should go busy liao...
Busy play all the game while i still can

Photos and soul

Wonder have you heard about this.

Photographs Take Away The Soul...

There are people out there in this world believing that when their picture get snapped, part of their soul will goes into the picture and live in it.
But having someone soul, you can do a lot of things to it. Curse it, make that person fall in love with you (I say one) and keep it in your pocket for fun.

I saw this in a Q and A section:

Those cultures that retain a belief in 'sympathetic' magic (where something that was a part of the person, like nail clippings, hair, blood or even an article of clothing) could be used to cast a spell or curse. A part of the 'victim' is essential in creating a 'voodoo doll'.

The 'voodoo' doll is an 'image' of the person and it isn't a far stretch for superstitious people to view a photographic image as having similar 'power' and be afraid.

This does makes sense to me.

Just think... Even when it is a not a voodoo doll... Someone have ur photo and use it as a dart board, even if it isn't a curse you will still hate that person. As you think the picture represent you, the best thing that represent a person is closely related to their soul

An image of self can represent a lot of things, a formal photo can show how smart a person is while a candid shot might reveal another side of you.

I personally don't like my photo taken... For some reason... I just cant get myself to face the camera... i cant even snap a photo of myself.

Seriously, I cant get myself to take a photo of myself... But yes time to time i do take photo...

So if i reject you for not letting u take my photo... there is actually a reason behind it... Something i am also not sure about...

So i going tok about it... i guess...

So anyone of you here wan to comment about Photographs Take Away The Soul

Or your thoughts about people taking your photo... feel free to comment

Edit:

I forgot yo cite the quote...

U can read more there
http://photo.net/philosophy-of-photography-forum/00DnuX