Soulless

Awwwwwww....
I think I am super tired...
I went to work without a soul today...
I felt asleep on bus since the second stop...

Jia liat... Really not enough sleep
And really nv sms my friend to wish him luck for he is going for NS today...
What a lousy friend I am...

But seriously... I slept at 12... and still not enough sleep...
I really should wake up at 3pm tomorrow.

But you know what?
I have a seriously nice dream last night...
there is one Chinese saying, 日有所思，夜有所梦。
When you keep thinking of one think at the day, you will dream of it at night.

I guess I been think about the same think for a long time...
To protect someone... ok to teach someone how to ride a bike
Kind of...
Though in that dream I just prevent her from falling, but that is enough for me...
Falling backward from a tricycle... and i manage put my hand behind her head just in time...
At least I know she is safe...

But then the dream kind of ended in a method that cause her to be far far away from me...
Ma... Dreams...

I always see dreams as a way to show myself how i really feel and what i always want to do or need to do.
But that is so true... Then maybe my dream is telling me, protect her even she is far far away from you.

or maybe it is say... No matter how much you protect or help her, she will always be far far away from you...
I dunwan this...