Is it fair?

This question has been in my mind for quite some time

Is it fair to everyone?
I referring to my brothers...

There is this unfairness going on as what I can see

$50 per person for a birthday gift...
just because birthday boy wanted it...

Then now I say I want a car
will I get it?

probably not...

Why? Cause I don't plan to have a party of sort
And I am not as close as the person who bought the gift

Then again... those who are close need not even get a gift

Thinking back about the past birthday....
Boss didn't even get a gift from us
when he is such a good buddy

So it comes to party?
No party no gift?

Probably not again

So end up still up to the ranking I guess

Awwww....
Come to think back about it...
I think they don't even realize I have a birthday...
LOL