Cock up...

I going broke...

NTU is a money cheating school...

It did not tell me to apply for CPF education scheme

Now I have to pay my school fee in cash...

I have no money... how?

Need to dig out money...

Heart pain...

3K just gone like this...

Hai...

Why can't the school be more friendly and reminds us to apply...

I bet the govt told them not to tell us

So that the we are not able to touch the invisible money we had been force to same...

Awwwww!!!

I shall now go check my draw...

See where can dig 3k out...

Oily

So oily...

The buffet I ate just now was so oily

so oily that I still feel disgusted until now...

Makes me want to vomit...

Not feeling really well

Stomach feel so weird...
Like there is a layer of something it in
And that layer is oil...

Gosh...

How can there be so many people eating stuff like this...

Gross...

I will not go to that buffet again

The choice are not that much too...

It is just so so so oily....

Kimi tte

Recently heard this song...
Read nice though old...

I am a sucker for this kind of soft song...
yet still feel so emotional...

Watched a jap show about analyzing a person personality through songs selection...

For this song, is a song for female...
A lady who love to sing this song is very strong willed girl...
Caring as well...
So the best job for them is nurse or air attendant

.....
Not sure what it is for guy though
lol

But it is a really nice song...
Enjoy it.

1 year

It took me a year to finally change publisher...

I gave up on Singapore brand
I am now a Tongli guy liao

No more chuang yi!

They stopped too many comic title le...

So much so that they are only publishing popular comic

those that they publish in the past are all stop halfway

I miss my Negima
I miss Nodoka...

After 1 year...
I finally bought 3 books from tongli

So long never have hard copy comic in my hand liao...
I love it

But really not use to the book...
Forgot part of the story need to refer back...
but the problem is...
Chuang yi and tongli use different name for everyone

So need to relearn their name again...

That reminds me...
The other day at DAISO at IMM
they actually played Mahou Sensei Negima! anime opening song!
Happy ☆ Material Medley


It was unbelievable
an anime song by the seiyuu
it is not even a famous song, by anyone famous

but they played it!

Some more is the long version with a lot of different students...
Not sure how many though
Longest length for that song is 10+min with all 31 Students and Negi
The song just keep on repeating until everyone sing their part.
The concert version is 9min

I was humming to the songs
How fun...

I want more Negima...

I want to watch the movie now...
but the DVD will only be out next year

Look forward to it I guess!
Negima! Negima! Negima!

Why?

Before that...
The topic i say i am going to write this week...
You know what?
I think I am not going to write it liao
LOL

I have already sort it out and think there is no need to type it out
for now...

oh well...

Yesterday I suddenly i felt the need to do some headshots

dunno why...

That why I when to play the long time never played Team Fortress 2
Getting headshots with sniper sure it fun

but I think I got shot more than I shoot ppl...
LOL

but the question of the day is...
Why did I wanted to shoot some heads?

Time to time I always feel the need to shoot some heads

but there is no reason behind it all the time...

But for there to be an urge shouldn't there be a cause behind it?
It is funny how our brain works...

It wants you to do something...
but doesn't tell you why...

Sometime after doing it...
You don't even feel good about it...

For example to urge to eat something
even when you are full...

You just have craving for something that you didn't like...
after eating it...
You will ask yourself, why are you eating something that you don't like...

Human are weird...
I guess that is what makes us so interesting.

Mugging

Everyone is doing that...

Beside me...

not sure it is because I am too slack...

or because I am too carefree...

Well... I think I just have my one special way of studying...
Cannot stress self too much...
if not nothing will go in too...

Maybe i should try mugging someday...
So far dun feel the need...

I guess in few more weeks...
the need will come

Hai...
I lost track of time while doing my assignment...

now is already 1am le...

I still haven do my Japanese homework!

Glad that during NS i was doing bits of programing
Dun feel so rusty when it comes to the assignment...
they should have more type of course like this...
then i can dun mug and slack through the years

No Mood

Somehow I am not in the mood to write what I planned to write today...

Actually I have been pushing back that topic for a week le...
So it will now be push to another week

Not sure when i will write about that
It just that... I feel so lazy and no mood to write about it...

Well... I never did like to reflect on myself...

Every time when I start thinking back about this I have regretted doing...
I myself will make some noise out to get off that thought...
For example, "Aa!"

Then I will force myself to think about other stuff...

I am always running away from myself...

I guess that is how one protect him/herself
You cannot prevent other trying to hurt you
but you definitely can prevent yourself hurting yourself...

Just that I don't is running away a good way to do it...

Hai...
Maybe I should think about this before I sleep...

Alright then... tml 6.30 need to wake up...
Time to go off...

Stalking....

Hmmm...

Somehow, after the concert I think I am stalking the members of the group...

I just keep on checking their blog everyday...

When I am type the above... I opened a tab to their blog...

This is bad...

Not sure why am I check the blog post everyday....

But I just do it everyday...

Over the week, I manage to sub 2 videos some more...

What's wrong with me?
Why am I so into them?
And I becoming a Wota too?

No!!!
Why can't I be an otaku of homework and study?

I need to start studying soon...
Study load is getting heavier...

Look at my friends... they are all mugging already...
Yet I am doing subbing during my free time...

Hai... What to do?
I am just not in the mood to study these days...
Project coming in too...
Hai... Let's hope that when I wake up tomorrow morning...
I will be super into school work
and instead of stalking the group I will be stalking my school work...

Like that will ever happen