No Mood

Somehow I am not in the mood to write what I planned to write today...

Actually I have been pushing back that topic for a week le...
So it will now be push to another week

Not sure when i will write about that
It just that... I feel so lazy and no mood to write about it...

Well... I never did like to reflect on myself...

Every time when I start thinking back about this I have regretted doing...
I myself will make some noise out to get off that thought...
For example, "Aa!"

Then I will force myself to think about other stuff...

I am always running away from myself...

I guess that is how one protect him/herself
You cannot prevent other trying to hurt you
but you definitely can prevent yourself hurting yourself...

Just that I don't is running away a good way to do it...

Hai...
Maybe I should think about this before I sleep...

Alright then... tml 6.30 need to wake up...
Time to go off...